running - a juxtaposition of feelings

I hate running, I hate the idea of running, it makes me mad to think I need to go run. However, once I'm doing it I feel exhilarated and it is great for running off mads or other feelings inexpressible, and I kind of like it though I would never want to admit it. I love the feeling I have afterwards and having sweated so much. I still think I prefer yoga.